Headaches and heartaches

An update on Thursday, when I didn't know what was going on because I had the worst headache in the world. It was horrible. When I have a migraine, any kind of light is like getting stabbed in the eye. The. Worst. Pain. Ever. So I watched Grey's Anatomy while covering my head under covers on my couch. It was so horrible, I get shivers just thinking about it. I was so hungrey, but I could barely move. I call my Mom and Dad and cried. When Grey's was over, I went online to book a sub for Friday, which was murder.After that,I was in my completely dark apartment, but I could still feel the pain of light somewhere. It was from the fait streetlight outside my window. I fell half asleep and fell off of my couch in the middle of the night, and crawled to my bedroom. Let me tell you, that night I didn't know if I was going to wake up or not.

So, this weekend, we were suppose to go to Edmonton to see my friend and his family. And to shop. Not a lot, but as much as I need (in 2 days). I was so excited because every time that I have planned to go and see them, something has come up and it has made me incredibly sad. Well, that's par for the course this time. Someone decieded to slash my tire that I just got new in August. I cost me $310 to get 2 new ones. There is a whole in my heart that has gotten a little bit bigger and another piece of my heart has broken off. Honestly, the cutest little boys ever. I cried when we decieded not to go. Instead we're going to Regina (like that's really going to help).

AND, while I'm on this little emotional roller coaster of a weekend rant, tommorow, I'm having people over for dessert. About 12, family and friends. Not a fricking clue what to make. Strawberry shortcake, ice cram and....? No clue what else to make. I'm overstressing on this, but it's better to over stress than not to stress. It's causing me a headache and I will have a heartache becasue I want everyone to be surprised by what I make.

and this is me always, my friends.