I love my new job.

I have a new (and 3rd) job of working in a care home for children with special needs. I was told that short term memory wasn't the biggest among the children. I was asked my name about 7 times today, it was so cute! I am back tomorrow. This is a job to help me in the summer.

I was wearing Lulu lemon pants there today, and one of the children came up to my pants and started picking and the logo on the side of the pants by the knee. I tried telling them that it was there becasue the people that made the pants put it there. Ten minutes later...

"You still have a sticker on your pants."

:)

sense of calm... almost

Everything is going great. Valentines day was fabulous. We saw Benjamin Button and went for dinner. It was a great day, but Scott is very thoughtful and romantic all the time, so he didn't do anything that was really different from any other day.

It is such a great feeling when you are with someone that you actually want to see and be with and learn more and more about each day.

I worked a bit over the break and now I have a cold. I still haven't started at my 3rd job yet, I have to get a check done first before I start, which I am getting done tomorrow.

I am feeling very anxious

I hands are swelling up and my ecxema is acting up and I can feel my heart racing. I am also very ADD tonight and can't sit still. So typing will be very hard for me. I am not sure what it could be. It could be that I feel uncomfortable about not working tonight, or that I wish that things could get put in place for my third job (yes, I have one and I need one). I am also very hungrey. I have gotten a lot done tonight. I have ironing to do and I ran the tub, but I just had to get this out. Things are going great with Scott, he is so great. I don't know why I am feeling this way.