I need to post becasue it's Christmas

I just had a wave of emotions come over me. It feels like I am going to throw up, so I'll write about it.

It's Christmas.

Christmas is an odd time.

I had a relative, a good friends Dad, and an old neighbour die in the past 2 weeks.

That brings up the emotion of loving everyone in my life more than ever.

Also, in 10 days, my family and I are going on a family trip,
the trip is a gift from my parents,
all we need is spending money.
That makes my heart happy and I love my parents so much becasue they are SO wonderful becasue I relaize that not everyone get this opportunity.
My boyfriend will be staying in Saskatoon. I am going to miss him so much.

This weekend we went to a Christmas party. One of the big things at the party was Rock Band . I hate Rock Band, and video games in general. My sweetheart likes videos games, but not crazy like. I have had experiences with children and adults (or, in this case, bigger children), that have not been good. The experience with the child was that the child was very spoiled and was very dependant on their video games. The experience with the adult was worse. I did not grow up with video games and I would like to think that I turned out ok.

My boyfriend and I have talked about this, and I know that things change and not everyone is the same. It's just hard to shake experiences.

You know how you have friends that you wish you could spend more time with? Ones that are cooler than cool? Well, that would be my friend B . She got engaged this week. Congratulations. She deserves all the happiness in the world. I love her.

Good night.